10-10-85
3:50P

Cry out in the night
Our fears, whether it is of bugs, the dark, small places,
being alone or whatever, it is all instigated by our parents and
our childhood environment. Mostly from our mothers. You
aren’t;t born with these fears but a smothering mom can have
influenced on what you are like. No hears should be imposed on
you. I don;t know how you are supposed to love your child without
influencing him/her. It is a difficult problem that we will
never be able to solve.

10-10-85
3:50P

Cry out in the night
Our fears, whether it is of bugs, the dark, small places,
being alone or whatever, it is all instigated by our parents and
our childhood environment. Mostly from our mothers. You
aren’t;t born with these fears but a smothering mom can have
influenced on what you are like. No hears should be imposed on
you. I don;t know how you are supposed to love your child without
influencing him/her. It is a difficult problem that we will
never be able to solve.

10-06-85
10:11P

“Daddy’s flown across the ocean, leaving just a memory. A snap­
shot in the family album, Daddy what else did you leave for me?”

“Did you see the frightened ones?
Did you hear the falling bombs?
Did you ever wonder what we had to run for shelter while the
promise of a brave new world unfurled beneath the clear blue
sky?”

“I don’t need no arms around me.
I don’t need no drugs to calm me.
I have read the writing on the wall.
I don’t think I need anything at all.”

“Who let all of this Riff-Raff into the room?”
Pink Floyd

prejudice is something we all live with but we all should
live without. Everyone is a bigot. Blacks, whites, rich, poor,
make or female. In some way we all judge and stereotype. It is
a crying shame that we have to be that way when although infi­nitely different, we all are essentially the same.

10-06-85
10:11P

“Daddy’s flown across the ocean, leaving just a memory. A snap­
shot in the family album, Daddy what else did you leave for me?”

“Did you see the frightened ones?
Did you hear the falling bombs?
Did you ever wonder what we had to run for shelter while the
promise of a brave new world unfurled beneath the clear blue
sky?”

“I don’t need no arms around me.
I don’t need no drugs to calm me.
I have read the writing on the wall.
I don’t think I need anything at all.”

“Who let all of this Riff-Raff into the room?”
Pink Floyd

prejudice is something we all live with but we all should
live without. Everyone is a bigot. Blacks, whites, rich, poor,
make or female. In some way we all judge and stereotype. It is
a crying shame that we have to be that way when although infi­nitely different, we all are essentially the same.

10-04-85
9:32P

Solitude…locked away for all eternity. Can you be under­
stood? It is impossible, for how can one perceive what it un­
known. The questions and the answers are one in the same if you
see the light. Love is the light, keeping darkness away, but
what is love? An emotion, a feeling, an act? Or is it nothing?
How can we know if this is love? For surely all individuals have
different definitions of it. Some have none at all. But if you
delve long enough and hard enough you will find your love. Be it
animal, human, living dead, material, or immaterial, you will
find it…and with it you will have the key to find
yourself…and only then. For live is a powerful force that no
one can control

10-04-85
9:32P

Solitude…locked away for all eternity. Can you be under­
stood? It is impossible, for how can one perceive what it un­
known. The questions and the answers are one in the same if you
see the light. Love is the light, keeping darkness away, but
what is love? An emotion, a feeling, an act? Or is it nothing?
How can we know if this is love? For surely all individuals have
different definitions of it. Some have none at all. But if you
delve long enough and hard enough you will find your love. Be it
animal, human, living dead, material, or immaterial, you will
find it…and with it you will have the key to find
yourself…and only then. For live is a powerful force that no
one can control

10-02-85
5:14P

“Drugs are for people who can’t handle reality” and
“Reality is for people who can’t handle drugs.”

Drugs. Smoking and alcohol. I don’t abuse them. I have
them totally under control.” Sure you do. That is what everyone
says. This debate will continue long after I am gone. Can they
be used but no abused? I say not. Learn other ways to relax.
Alcohol and smoking will do more harm than good. But that is
only my opinion. Yours may be different for what is moral and
right for me could be horrible terrible and wrong for you. I
will not impose my belief system on you. Different individuals
have staggering different values and beliefs and I respect people
for that. To me drugs are a terrible waste of money and human
lives. But others see it as necessary for existence. As long as
the facts are present and acknowledge and you still feel that
they are worthwhile, I will not object to the use. I will not
promote nor provoke the use and I will not endanger my being for yours.

10-02-85
5:14P

“Drugs are for people who can’t handle reality” and
“Reality is for people who can’t handle drugs.”

Drugs. Smoking and alcohol. I don’t abuse them. I have
them totally under control.” Sure you do. That is what everyone
says. This debate will continue long after I am gone. Can they
be used but no abused? I say not. Learn other ways to relax.
Alcohol and smoking will do more harm than good. But that is
only my opinion. Yours may be different for what is moral and
right for me could be horrible terrible and wrong for you. I
will not impose my belief system on you. Different individuals
have staggering different values and beliefs and I respect people
for that. To me drugs are a terrible waste of money and human
lives. But others see it as necessary for existence. As long as
the facts are present and acknowledge and you still feel that
they are worthwhile, I will not object to the use. I will not
promote nor provoke the use and I will not endanger my being for yours.