Archive for November, 1990

Date: November 20th, 1990
Cate: life the universe and everything

the avant purple realms of your mind [112085]

11-20-85
6:47

In the avant purple realms of your mind where woolly mammoths
lie. As does cherish and love. Make peace with yourself.
Because all counts in paisley.

You control the id and the id controls you. You delve into the
bizarre and become it. Think of life as a one sided piece of
paper and death as the unknown on the other side.

Date: November 20th, 1990
Cate: life the universe and everything

the avant purple realms of your mind [112085]

11-20-85
6:47

In the avant purple realms of your mind where woolly mammoths
lie. As does cherish and love. Make peace with yourself.
Because all counts in paisley.

You control the id and the id controls you. You delve into the
bizarre and become it. Think of life as a one sided piece of
paper and death as the unknown on the other side.

Date: November 11th, 1990
Cate: life the universe and everything

"YOu say my savior has forgotten me, you say my god has forsaken me" [111485]

11-14-85
5:31P

“YOu say my savior has forgotten me, you say my god has forsaken
me…”
Wall of Voodoo

Religion. Such a silly thing to fight over. Who is right. Who
is wrong. It is all in what you believe. Whether you want to
worship “Allah,” “Lord,” “Satan,” “Pan,” “Aradia,” “Jesus” your
girlfriend, or bicycle for that matter, it makes no difference.
If that is what makes you secure and happy then leave it be.
Everyone is entitled to their own opinion for it is their own.
The “Moral Majority” have no right to intimidate the others into
believing what you think is right. Let us have our own opinions
because maybe, just maybe we are all right.

Date: November 11th, 1990
Cate: life the universe and everything

"YOu say my savior has forgotten me, you say my god has forsaken me" [111485]

11-14-85
5:31P

“YOu say my savior has forgotten me, you say my god has forsaken
me…”
Wall of Voodoo

Religion. Such a silly thing to fight over. Who is right. Who
is wrong. It is all in what you believe. Whether you want to
worship “Allah,” “Lord,” “Satan,” “Pan,” “Aradia,” “Jesus” your
girlfriend, or bicycle for that matter, it makes no difference.
If that is what makes you secure and happy then leave it be.
Everyone is entitled to their own opinion for it is their own.
The “Moral Majority” have no right to intimidate the others into
believing what you think is right. Let us have our own opinions
because maybe, just maybe we are all right.

Date: November 4th, 1990
Cate: life the universe and everything

ARCHIVE JOURNAL: 11031987

110387

Tonight I became Rose Arcana. I have always been the purple one, now everyone can see it. Yesterday there was a full, blood-moon hanging low in the sky. It fueled my essence for a while. I still miss you terribly Ayesha. I miss all the thymes we should be having if you weren’t dead. I often want to die too. The loneliness I feel in this often base reality makes me sad. If I could ever be with you, I think I would die. But we both know better than that my little lost one. I love you dear Ayesha. You were loved by so many; but my emptiness will never wane. You are fo4ever a part of me! I will dance away the pain.

Moonbeams, campfires, cats, Halloween, warm beads, dreams.

Date: November 3rd, 1990
Cate: life the universe and everything

ARCHIVE JOURNAL: 11031987

110387

Tonight I became Rose Arcana. I have always been the purple one, now everyone can see it. Yesterday there was a full, blood-moon hanging low in the sky. It fueled my essence for a while. I still miss you terribly Ayesha. I miss all the thymes we should be having if you weren’t dead. I often want to die too. The loneliness I feel in this often base reality makes me sad. If I could ever be with you, I think I would die. But we both know better than that my little lost one. I love you dear Ayesha. You were loved by so many; but my emptiness will never wane. You are fo4ever a part of me! I will dance away the pain.

Moonbeams, campfires, cats, Halloween, warm beads, dreams.