Oh why does it have to hurt so much to become bett…
Oh why does it have to hurt so much to become better. I realize that
the relationship was a a dead end and neither of us, in our present
state could do anything to make it better, it still hurts to let go.
All the things shared and experienced and things accomplished. To
realize that it is thyme to go on and try to put my life straight and
not damage anyone else still seems impossible. Could I keep you as a
friend. No. I can’t right now. I still want you far too much for it
to remain friendly. I can let that happen. Perhaps these midnight
rendezvous will be good enough. Safe enough. I am unable to give in
a relationship. But i feel a need to give to friends. A need for
special secrets and sharing. But that is all . I can’t touch or be
touched. I turn to stone. but to sit and talk and share the glows
within me I like, If this is wrong stop it. I don’t want to prolong
or extend pain. But it you can handle this then i think it might be
nice.
