Trying to stage out my feelings.  Balance of the heart and of the head.  Fleshing out the inconsistencies.  I know what I feel, and I know what I know.  But I know very little else.  My heart is much more inexperienced than my body…or mind…or soul.  It is a child who dreams of knights in shining armor to take us away to faraway castles on horseback through mountains of untold splendor.

The brain says “bull-shite!!!”

The soul tries to balance, and I wish for a time, a space of in-between days to test the ability to mesh with the pragmatic truth.

But instead I have to be the Fool; leaping off cliffs into the unknown abyss.  I’ve succeeded in this before, but only in my reality.  now, with you, your cats, your computers, your virtual adept mind, can I manipulate the meta-verse with those odds?

Will you help me?

Or do I have to do it alone?