Note before bed
Went to see “Resident Evil:Apocolypse” tonight with Counselor Oif after a few Jimmie’s Specials at the coffee hours. I hope I sleep tonight. Adrian missed his flight (AGAIN) in Saturday and got in around 4:30 PM. To my observation his interaction with Mia was minimal and he hid behind his cellphone and computer screen the whole time. I do not enjoy his presence, but it’s not about me. Mia claims it was a good weekend so we go with that. She deserves so much more though. He was here for less than 24 hours. I would think that he would be able to focus on her for that small amount of time. Why did he even bother to come?
I’m personally disgusted at myself for ever finding myself so hopelessly in love with him, those many years ago. He was an arrogent, petty, manipulative and exploitive sociopath then, and continues to be. I certainly did love him though…in my own sick way I did love him. Now, he turns my stomache.
Night…Miss You Jaden.