Archive for August, 2009

PAS-Meriti: CH.6 TPoI&O (Study Questions)

// August 31st, 2009 // 1 Comment » // PAS, magick

— In PAS_Meriti@yahoogroups.com, wrote:
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> Discuss each Aspect of Neters she discusses, how is this like and unlike your experience (per section/aspect).
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> Reread and contemplate that last section. Discuss it in detail.
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Ch. 6 – Neters: Agents of Creation

The Neter as the God in Nature – Houston describes how the divine impulses of the neters reveal themselves in the natural world and in the body.  That they are the “rock bed” of our first spiritual longing.  Having my neters be revealed to me calls to my pagan upbringing.  The farming and the observation of the cycles of nature and “each thing to its place” gave rhythm and ritual to many aspects of my mundane life and allowed me to connect to my Divinity by my daily tasks.

For me, my neter has been Nebet-Het, and she manifests in the shadows, the wisdom that comes after a statement or revelation, and in the after-images after blinding light.  She reveals herself in the duty of fulfiling my obligations and in the dark moons.

–Neter as Archetype – TPoI&O describes neters operating on a psychological level and that they both create and hold patterns.  They are the “embodiment of an ancient consciousness.”  They served as motivating principles which the ancient Egyptians could aspire.  I know that I’ve used many of the neters to help me become more “aligned” to a certain current or aspect of personality.  I’ve learned how to be a fierce hunter from Set, a nurturing mother from Isis, a practical nursemaid and humble helpmate from Nebet-Het.  I learned how to keep my heart light when I consider Ma’at and her feather.  My home is protected from lessons learned from Anpu (Anubis).

–The Appearance of Neters – Neters may appear in entirely animal guise, or as humans with animal heads, or entirely human.  When appearing as animal, they represent a principle of organic life on  Caosaga.    When they appear in human form with the head of an animal they symbolize a function of activity.  Illustrated is Thoth, appearing with an Ibis head, and representing being the keeper of knowledge and archives.  An anthropomorphic neter might embody wisdom, urge or asset.  When they are shown in entirely human guise they are to represent the transcendent gods who command creation.  One thing to consider is that when in human form (and sometimes in anthropomorphic form) they usually hold in their hands symbols of their earthly power.  The ankh; showing the knot of life, the menat; fertility and physical satisfaction.  The appearance of each neter shows through colour, gesture, size and placement what providence that neter holds over this dominion.

Interesting is that my dealings with the neters use their human guise, with the exception of Heru and Anpu, both whom I’ve seen in all three aspects:  animal, anthropomorphic and human.  Nebet-Het and Asar, Suti and Asar, I always see as human.

–Neters as Science -
Houston presents that for ancient Egyptians man was a model of the universe and the universe a model for God.  When he understood himself fully, he was likewise able to understand his environment and the Divine connected to/through him.  Everything was linked and nothing really opposed anything else in this system.  It all worked together.  Using this “netered psychology” they were connected to each other in civilization and the collective, durative unconscious.

My experience with the neters have helped me understand geometry, physical, astronomy, agriculture, fertility and probably many, many others aspects of the scientific world.

–Neters as the Physical Body - The reference in the book is the vital organs of the body being placed in canopic jars being the heads of the transmorphic Sons of Heru:  Jackal = stomach, because of the decomposition needed for that animal to be able to digest its food properly.  The heart = Ma’at because it is her feather which is weighed against the individuals heart to determine its lightness, or it’s ability to process and integrate “truth” into ones life and experience.

My experiences is with Ptah and the pneuma or the logos/word which can weave energy into creation.  Aset spinning her woes into her world, which was matted to protect the child she was gestating.  I’ve learned how to protect my own home and family with such weaving.

I-Ching: Chun “Initial difficulty”

// August 31st, 2009 // No Comments » // magick, personal

Chun: Initial difficulty,
If you wish to undertake something new, you must take consider difficulties which will arise especially at the beginning. Patience and faith in your goals will help you but will not be enough: you must choose someone who can help you and accept the advice of others with benevolence.

Water

Thunder

Ching 3

horoscope

// August 31st, 2009 // No Comments » // personal

Libra,
Today, there will be something new in the Love sphere. A person you haven’t heard for a long time will contact you. Financially and work wise, the Stars suggest you avoid wasting your energy.

Daily Sun Sign horoscope
Libra – 31 Aug 2009

You may be imagining all sorts of horrors that are never going to happen. You need to get more grounded, better organized and hang onto your common sense. Life is certainly changing but that could be for the better, not a cause for concern. Try to explore different ways of keeping fit, new ways of sorting out ailments.

Daily Vedic Moon Sign horoscope
Capricorn – 31 Aug 2009

You may be reserved and quiet today. Your friends and relatives could feel you are modest in your outlook. You should be able to help someone in need. An opportunity to serve lunch or dinner to visitors is indicated.

Daily Chinese Sign horoscope
Dog – 31 Aug 2009

You could show a side of your personality today that surprises someone who doesn’t know you very well. An initial eagerness to please an attractive acquaintance could dwindle rapidly the more familiar they become. You might then find the attraction reversed; they may attempt to earn back your attention.

The Moon is Increasing in Light
The next phase will be  Full Moon  at 12:04 pm Sep, 4 2009

An auspicious time for affairs and businesses which are at an expansive stage of development, as well as for new beginnings. A growth phase: stimulate the growth of plants which bear fruit above the earth now, and cut hair to accelerate its growth.

The Moon is Increasing in Light
The Moon is in Capricorn

There is an increase in formality, strictness and exactitude, with a tendency to reserve and distance. Rules and regulations are dominant. It is a suitable time for all activities which require extra responsibility and discipline, but you shouldn’t rely on someone’s receptivity or emotional pliability.

The Source of Your Smile

// August 31st, 2009 // No Comments » // spirit

“Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, but sometimes your smile can be the source of your joy.”

-Thich Nhat Hanh

Weekly ChinaTwits on 2009-08-30

// August 30th, 2009 // No Comments » // twitter

Seek and You Shall Find

// August 30th, 2009 // No Comments » // spirit

“The excursion is the same when you go looking for your sorrow as when you go looking for your joy.”

-Eudora Welty

Gunslinger Wisdom

// August 30th, 2009 // No Comments » // life the universe and everything

“The guns were empty and they boiled at him, transmogrified into an Eye and a Hand, and he stood, screaming and reloading, his mind far away and absent, letting his hands do their reloading trick. Could he hold up a hand, tell them he had spent a thousand years learning this trick and others, tell them of the guns and the blood that had blessed them? Not with his mouth. But his hands could speak their own tale.”

My hands can speak their own tale too…

Gunslinger Wisdom

// August 29th, 2009 // No Comments » // life the universe and everything

“You don’t know what’s after the desert?” Kennerly shrugged. “Some might. The coach ran through part of it fifty years ago. My pap said so. He used to say ’twas mountains. Others say an ocean… a green ocean with monsters. And some say that’s where the world ends. That there ain’t nothing but lights that’ll drive a man blind and the face of God with his mouth open to eat them up.”

Horoscope

// August 29th, 2009 // No Comments » // personal

Libra,
You’ll feel a strong desire to have a quiet weekend, in your house and with your family. In Love, the positive period goes on and, if you’re single, the possibilities to build a solid relationship increase. Tip: let yourself be charmed.

I-Ching: Ta Yu “Great Possessions”

// August 29th, 2009 // No Comments » // magick

Ta Yu: Great Possessions,
To win, you must use neither aggression nor arrogance. Indeed, you can obtain great things by being calm. Your apparently weak attitude is your strength and nobody can oppose you. Great success will arrive.

Fire

Heaven

Ching 14


One Joy…

// August 29th, 2009 // No Comments » // life the universe and everything

“One joy shatters a hundred griefs.”

-Chinese Proverb

The Never-Ending Why

// August 28th, 2009 // No Comments » // personal

I’ve had quite a summer.  It actually feels like I haven’t had much of a summer at all.  A strange “relationship” deterioration left me with my analytical mind going “Why, Why, Why?”  I kept very busy to combat it, but an obsessive mind is an obsessive mind.  Like a petulant child it wanted to make sense of insane things that didn’t have logical answers.

So Placebo has a song called “The Never-Ending Why” and they’ve made an interactive video to go along with it:  http://theneverendingwhy.placeboworld.co.uk/


PLACEBOWORLD, BIG EYE DEERS & KERRANG
magazine have got together with Nexus Productions to bring you the next level of music video. Now you don’t just get to watch the latest PLACEBO video, you can immerse yourself and interact with the momentum of the ‘The Never-Ending Why’ world.

Use your mouse to control ‘The Never-Ending Why’ bird as it carries the girl and the boy above the rolling seas, scroll around the heavy waters until you tumble through the belly of the Whale Monster and into the pulsating concert that takes place in the guts of the Monster.

Each part of The Never-Ending Why interactive site responds to your movements throughout the stunning new video.

and because I like embedding YouTube videos and adding lyrics (being the wonderful little archivist that I am.) :

The atom will implode
The fragile kingdom fall
The tremor becomes a quake
And there’s a body in the lake

And as the two of us rebel
Damn you all to hell

I wonder is this all there is?

Time will help you through
But it doesn’t have the time
To give you all the answers to the never-ending why

The sound of silence grows
As spiders kiss is laid
And the tumor becomes malign
But the kids are doing fine

And as the two of us rebel
And damn you all to hell
I wonder is this all there is?

Time will help you through
But it doesn’t have the time
To give you all the answers to the never-ending why

I-Ching: Chieh “Limitation”

// August 28th, 2009 // No Comments » // personal

Chieh: Limitation,
In this period, self control and self-discipline are fundamental. Only in this way will you be able to achieve your all and avoid any harm. Do not follow your instincts but try to limit yourself to always keeping in mind boundaries you must not cross.

Water

Lake

Ching 60

Joy: Catch souls…

// August 28th, 2009 // No Comments » // spirit

“Joy is a net of love by which you can catch souls.”

-Mother Teresa

HOC: Tiny Kids Bedroom

// August 27th, 2009 // 1 Comment » // House-of-Chaos, Tiny House Projects

First painting project at the House-of-Chaos is my daughters bedroom.  She was on a “Cousins Trip” for a week and I had the room all to myself, so I wanted to get as much done on her room before she returned.

I’ve posted several times about the process, but here’s a gallery of the whole she-bang:

Mia's Bedroom - before the door Mia's Bedroom - before the door Mia's Bedroom - starting the limaliscious Mia's Bedroom - Limaliscious Mia's Bedroom - Looking at Closet Mia's Bedroom - Phase II - Back Window Bottom Mia's Bedroom - Phase II - Back Window Top

Mia's Bedroom - Phase II - Sleeping Corner Mia's Bedroom - Phase III - Bottom of Fishpond wall Mia's Bedroom - Phase III - MIA letters Mia's Bedroom - Phase III - Back Window wall Mia's Bedroom - Phase III - Back Window wall

HOC: Prickly Pears

// August 27th, 2009 // No Comments » // House-of-Chaos, Tiny House Projects

I was given a few prickly pear cacti from my friend Barb.  Last week she came by the House-of-Chaos and brought a box of the spiny fellas that she and her late husband Larry had gotten in New Mexico, a place they had spent many close, magickal times together.  Larry and Barb have both been deer friends to me and I greatly appreciated the gesture of her sharing these wonderful plants with me and my new garden.

She told me, very clearly, to use tongs to drop them into the dirt.  She was in no way unclear about this.  Still, I used my everyday gardening gloves.  Within minutes I realized why I was to use tongs.

The hundreds, nay THOUSANDS of spiny slivers slipped right through the gloves and into my hands.  When I pulled the gloves off, the spines broke of in my hands

Whee!!!

So…over the weekend all those prickers were working themselves out of my hands.

Ouch!

Prickly Pears

Prickly Pears

HOC_Wells_081609_03 HOC - Prickly Pear Cacti HOC_Wells_081609_02 HOC_Wells_081609_01 HOC_BackHouse_081609_04.jpg

HOC: Stripping and refinishing breezeway windows

// August 27th, 2009 // 1 Comment » // House-of-Chaos, Tiny House Projects

HOC - Front Breezeway (refinish windows)

Ugh…20 layers of nasty paint.  13 coats of paint stripper.  A Dremel tool and sandpaper.  And a little wire brush.  I’ve used a heat gun and a scraper.  I’ve sanded of my fingernails MANY times.  But we’re almost there.

My breezeway has five windows and four doors.  Two front windows, on one either side of a door and two back windows, one on either side of the door.  I’ve already replaced the back storm door with a new lovely Larson door which I’m quite pleased with.  I want the same door on the front breezeway ASAP, but as always money is tight and it can wait.

There are two entry doors on from the garage and on going into the house.  A full-sized window peeks-in from the breezeway to our living room.  All-in-all that a LOT of stripping I have to do.  Inside and outsides of the sashes.

HOC - Breezeway - Window Stripping HOC - Breezeway - Window Stripping HOC - Inside Front Breezeway Window HOC - Inside Front Breezeway Window

I’ll update as my progress continues…

Tiny House Project: Back Storm Door

// August 27th, 2009 // 1 Comment » // House-of-Chaos, Tiny House Projects

It’s finished and it’s in.  It looks and works great!  The Larson Storm door that we installed on the back breezeway entrance is on the House of Chaos.

Larson Storm Door on the Back Breezeway

Larson Storm Door on the Back Breezeway

You can read about the selection of the door at our earlier post, but the installation went pretty smooth.  I needed to strip, sand and refinish the inner sash of the door to make it look nice, and there was a tiny bit of planing needed to one vertical board to make it fit perfectly square.

I like it!

Can you trust yourself?

// August 27th, 2009 // No Comments » // life the universe and everything, spirit

Cardinal De Retz: A man who doesn’t trust himself can never really trust anyone else.

Storypeople: Civilization Machine

// August 27th, 2009 // No Comments » // funny-bone

Civilization Machine
this is a machine that’s supposed to make civilization, but it’s only theoretical because it takes a lot more civilization than we’ve got at the moment to get it to work

HOC: Washing the aluminum siding and exterior woodwork

// August 27th, 2009 // No Comments » // House-of-Chaos, Tiny House Projects, personal

Nasty.  I live under a big tree.  Dirt gets on my siding.  It needs power-washed, but I need a tree surgeon to snip off some limbs first.  So I did a little experiment to see how clean the siding would get. (more…)

JFT: Choosing Life

// August 27th, 2009 // No Comments » // Recovery

August 27

Choosing life

“Change from self-destructive patterns of life became necessary.”

Basic Text, p. 15

––––=––––

Active addiction is a smoldering death-wish.  Each of us courted death every time we used.  Our lifestyles, too, put us at risk.  The life of an addict is sold cheaply with every day and every dose.

In recovery, the first pattern we change is the pattern of using.  Staying clean is the start of our journey into life.  But our self-destructive behavior usually went far deeper than just our using.  Even in recovery, we may still treat ourselves as if we are worthless.  When we treat ourselves badly, we feel badly.  And when we feel badly, we seek relief—maybe even in our old solution, drugs.

Choosing recovery means choosing life.  We decide each day that we want to live and be free.  Each time we avoid self-destructive behavior, we choose recovery.

––––=––––

Just for today: I will choose life by choosing recovery.  I will take care of myself.

Storypeople: Peace Cactus

// August 27th, 2009 // No Comments » // funny-bone, life the universe and everything

Peace Cactus

this is a cactus that thinks there’s enough violence in the world already so it’s taking correspondence courses in being a cabbage

Joy: Don’t Wait!

// August 27th, 2009 // No Comments » // spirit

“Don’t postpone joy until you have learned all of your lessons. Joy is your lesson.”

- Alan Cohen

Almost Time

// August 26th, 2009 // No Comments » // life the universe and everything

Jason Webley – “Almost Time” from The Cost of Living

Jason Webley - The Cost of Living

Jason Webley - The Cost of Living

Guess you never really stuck around,
All that long anywhere.
I guess I should have known that you’d skip town.
You always did, catch me unawares.
Looking now at your debris,
These trails of paper strewn across the floor.
Towards an open door.

Look at all you’ve gathered, all you own,
Hold it in your hand, does it weigh more than a single feather?
If the things you feel outsmart the things you know,
It’s almost time, it’s almost time to go.

I don’t know if you struggled at the end.
I know at times, you fought like hell.
I know that sleep was never quite your friend.
I hope that now, you’re resting well.
Old band names and alma maters,
A patchwork quilt of people you have been,
Tattooed on your skin.

Think of people, places you have known,
Sculpted out of sand.
The tide’s coming in and we’re going nowhere.
If your feet are still in shoes that they’ve outgrown,
It’s almost time, it’s almost time to-
Think of seed you’ve scattered and you’ve sown,
All out of your hands,
Lost in the wind like a little feather,
And the things you feel outsmart the things you know.
It’s almost time, it’s almost time, it’s almost time, it’s almost time,
it’s almost time, it’s almost time to go.

Kung-Fu Tape Dispenser

// August 26th, 2009 // No Comments » // funny-bone

While I was searching the interwebs for a Kung-Fu Banana…I came across this Kids Kung Fu Tape Dispenser:

KUNG FU TAPE DISPENSER

KUNG FU TAPE DISPENSER

nice…

banana-nana-fu!!!

// August 26th, 2009 // No Comments » // funny-bone

[1:53:02 PM] china: banana-fu
[1:53:16 PM] china: my new martial arts using GODS DIVINE FRUIT
[1:53:19 PM] china: like nun-chucks
[1:53:29 PM] china: I’ll connect them with a short length of plastic chain
[1:53:55 PM] china: and I shall be MAMA WONTON and her BANANA-FU!!!

BEHOLD THE ATHEIST NIGHTMARE!!! (complete with non-slip surface)

Shame on us…

// August 26th, 2009 // No Comments » // magick

We knew from the start.

May God have mercy on our

dirty

little

hearts

Shame on us

for all that we’ve done

and all we are

are

zeros

&

ones

Mia – 1st Day of 5th Grade – NIHF:STEM

// August 26th, 2009 // No Comments » // family, life the universe and everything, personal

Mia went to her first day of 5th Grade today at the National Inventors Hall of Fame: School for Science, Technology, Engineering and Mathematics. (Whew! That’s a mouthful) This is her drop-off point minutes before she goes in!

Wish her luck! Hope it’s a great day for her.