16Jul/040
F R E E D O M
finally. I've received a little spark of freedom. I went to my meditation and yoga practice. When I got there my mind kept staying in "Garyspace" I had just sat down and had a conversation with him about pursuing DNA testing to determine the paternity of Jaden. I was all balled up and my mind kept returing to gary. I felt like he is a psychic vampire that I need to protect myself rom. He was 50 miles away and I was still letting him feed off my energy.