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NftU: Over the Rainbow

// September 2nd, 2010 // No Comments » // NftU, Recovery

Somewhere, over the rainbow, China, there’s a world where birds sing into every night, flowers bloom across every land, each problem has 10,000 solutions, and people live lives only to love and be loved…

Just like under the rainbow.

Ain’t life grand?
The Universe

NftU: Almost Impossible

// September 1st, 2010 // No Comments » // NftU

One of the coolest things about time and space, China, is that it’s impossible to kid oneself indefinitely.

Pow,
The Universe

Video of Perseid meteor shower in Joshua Tree national park – August 2010

// August 18th, 2010 // No Comments » // inspiration, life the universe and everything, spirit

The Perseids meteor shower happens every year, this year it happened July 23 – August 24 with the peak occurring on August 12th.  This is a video of the peak in Joshua Tree park.  It is awesome in the literal meaning of the word.

Joshua Tree Under the Milky Way from Henry Jun Wah Lee on Vimeo.

NftU: We be…

// August 14th, 2010 // No Comments » // NftU

You be me, China.
I be you.
They be us.
We be them.
All is one.
Love is all.

We be bad,
The Universe

NftU: Believe in Life’s Magic

// August 13th, 2010 // No Comments » // NftU

What would you think about today, China, if you knew those very thoughts would command leagues in the unseen?

And what would you say today, if you knew each word you chose would send great waves into motion?

And, China, what would you do today, if you knew I’d glean from the slightest of your moves, whether or not you believed in life’s magic, so that I could prove you right?

No, no, you don’t have to answer! We’ll just wait and see…

Holding our breath,
The Universe and friends

I did something that was a long time coming…

// August 10th, 2010 // No Comments » // House-of-Chaos, Ohio, china, family, life the universe and everything, magick, narcissism, personal, sad, spirit, warriors of the light, wisdom

I deleted bookmarks, rss feeds, alerts and any other half-arsed way of keeping tabs on someone who is no good.

Notice I didn’t say “no good for me” or something like that.  I said “no good.” And it takes me a lot to get to that point.  I think just about everyone in this world is a lost spark of Divinity trying to find its way back home.  I think almost everyone is redeemable.  I have never believed that anyone could truly be reprobate.

But this one changed my mind on that.  I know this person is no good for me.  I have months and months of evidence to support that theory.  But now, I’ve seen their history and their current actions and realize that this person has no substance save for the illusion and lies they spin to get good-natured people to support their lives.

Still, every so often something would pop up and I’d learn a little tid bit of what they were up to.  Inside I held in reserve an irrational hope that they would some day be bonked on the head by an enlightenment that would bind their consciousness to their action and they would become good- natured as well.

…and maybe that will happen.

But not on my watch.  I have currently set marques out their to make sure that this person can in no way interfere with me or my families serenity, peace, ambition or dedication to service.  Let them be.  Pray that they will be revealed in quick turn so they cannot siphon off resources and hard-earned efforts of other compassionate people.

But it’s in the Universes hands now.

And in the two weeks since I’ve thrown up the “denial-of-service” to all the negative BS in my life I have to say it’s been quite peaceful.

And joyous.

And it was a good move.

AS IT IS…SO BE IT

NftU: Don’t Worry About The Aliens

// August 10th, 2010 // No Comments » // NftU

Of course, China, the most deceptive of all illusions is very likely space.

You know, that thing between “here” and “there” that would have you see yourself alone, instead of as the bridge between them. That medium between you and the rest of the world that disguises your role in creating it. You know, that veil through which the physical senses must explore your chiseled secrets.

See? Aliens are the least of your worries…

Phone home,
The Universe

NftU: Yes, its true…

// August 9th, 2010 // No Comments » // NftU

Yes, China, it’s true. There are so many things you don’t know about. Things, quite frankly, that you can’t know. About the magic, the unseen, and the miraculous logistics that can so swiftly change a life. Yes, it would be enough to daunt even the hardiest of souls.

But, then again, China, one needn’t learn the mysteries of the wind, to sail effortlessly around the world, either.

Actually, you got a pretty good deal.

Land ho,
The Universe

NftU: The Zenith of your Evolutionary Curve

// August 3rd, 2010 // No Comments » // NftU

So much love, blazing insights, a wild imagination, and opposable thumbs… China, do you know what this means?!

You’re nearing the zenith of your evolutionary curve!

Don’t delay!! This is the time to invite fate, tempt passion, and expect miracles by dreaming big and taking nonstop action!!

All things are indeed looking possible and you alone decide how your tomorrows will unfold.

My how you have grown,
The Universe

Sekhmet Amulet

// August 3rd, 2010 // No Comments » // PAS, china, magick, spirit

Anyone got $4,500 I can have to buy this?  She’s beautiful!
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Pale turquoise faience composition amulet of the lioness-headed goddess Sekhmet, depicted with her left leg forward, both arms held tightly at her sides with clenched fists, wearing a tripartite wig and the double crown Pschent, symbol of unification of Upper and Lower Egypt.
Provenance:
ex. Connecticut Collection, late 70s.
Acquired in the European Art Market
Condition:
The amulet is in very good condition. Glaze worn in areas. Broken at the knees.
References:
Amulets of Ancient Egypt, p. 34.
Category:
Egyptian
Period:
Late Period
Date:
c. 25th-30th Dynasty, 712-332 B.C.
Material:
Faience
Height:
3 5/8″ (9.2cm)
Display

NftU: responsibility

// August 2nd, 2010 // No Comments » // NftU

Young souls learn to accept responsibility for their actions. Mature souls learn to accept responsibility for their thoughts. And old souls, China, learn to accept responsibility for their happiness.

Weeeeeeee, The Universe

Brave the Darkness

// July 29th, 2010 // No Comments » // china, inspiration, life the universe and everything, magick, spirit, wisdom

This is my new favorite artist/mage; Monsiure Panos Tsagaris.

He has inspired me in ways words cannot describe in both worlds; mundane and magick.

I know I can brave the darkness. I know I can obtain the light.
Now, I share that sentiment with you.

Hard choices. Eyes down. One foot in front of the other. Left foot. Right food. Breathe. That is how we get where we are going.

Sometimes there are humans next to us. Sometimes there are not. But we. are. never. never. never alone.

Never ever.
93 | LVX

::: panos-tsagaris-bravethedarkness2.0 :::

Purifying the World

// July 29th, 2010 // No Comments » // inspiration, magick, quote, spirit, warriors of the light, wisdom

- How do we purify the world?- asked a disciple.

Ibn al-Husayn replied:

– There was once a sheik in Damascus called Abu Musa al-Qumasi. Everyone honored him for his great wisdom, but no one knew whether he was a good man.

“One afternoon, a construction fault caused the house where the sheik lived with his wife, to collapse. The desperate neighbors began to dig the ruins; eventually, they managed to locate the sheik’s wife.

“She said: “Don’t worry about me. First save my husband, who was sitting somewhere over there.”

“The neighbors removed the rubble from the area she indicated, and found the sheik. He said: “Don’t worry about me. First save my wife, who was lying somewhere over there.”

“When someone acts as this couple did, she/he is purifying the whole world.”

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*poof* just like that

// July 16th, 2010 // No Comments » // life the universe and everything, personal, sad, spirit

Sometimes…it’s the little things.

But in truth, they’re never little.  We just tell ourselves that to rationalize and justify doing what we want to do instead of what we know we should do.

In truth, it is those little things carefully packaged up and presented as free-will that may actually be those invisible lines in the sand.

If you choose to do this, then you can expect no protection in that.

that is how this free-will thing works.

Verily, it is good that there is some generous leeway built into the system, which benefits we arrogant talking monkeys.  We’re thick in the head sometimes, f’shizzle.  But there are things, usually painted with a myriad of invisible fluorescent colors and banners and signs and other blinking icons that say “abandon hope, all who enter past this point.  Make sure you are 48″ or taller (wearing shoes) and please keep your hands and other dangle-y extremities inside the car at all times. “

Mutant - xxeb.net

Mutant - xxeb.net

I call those “reprobate points“.  They are the points that if you cross, you don’t get to go back and pass Go or collect $200 or such things.  If you pass a reprobate point, you’re fucked.  God turns his back on you and no amount of pleading or praying or wailing and gnashing of teeth will ever get you back into anything resembling grace.  From then on, you are outside any protections, the training wheels are off and the stings of a thousand locust (or is it scorpions?) will forever follow you wherever you wander.

“You are one of God’s mistakes….”

Guess what…I think you just passed one.  Welcome to Hell.  I offer you no protection here.  Go get’em boys.

NftU

// July 13th, 2010 // No Comments » // NftU

When you consider all the faces in all the places in all the times, China, do you see every one of them as students… of love?

They are,
The Universe

NftU: NonIssue

// July 12th, 2010 // No Comments » // NftU

Fact of the matter is, China, everything is a non-issue, until someone decides otherwise.

And that means you can now chill.

Blue,
The Universe

NftU: All Related

// July 10th, 2010 // No Comments » // NftU

When it comes to other people on planet Earth, China, what you want to keep in mind, is that you’re all related.

Really, really.

Brothers and sisters,
The Universe

NftU: See…

// July 9th, 2010 // No Comments » // NftU

To young souls, China, there are good folks and bad folks.

To mature souls there are only good folks, though some do bad things.

And old souls, only see themselves.

I see you,
The Universe

NftU: More, bigger…visualize

// July 8th, 2010 // No Comments » // NftU, life the universe and everything




Do Wonderful Things

Originally uploaded by chinagrrrl

Yes! China, you can have more than you now want, bigger than before, faster than you can even ask!!

It’s just not going to visualize itself.

Whoa!
The Universe

NftU: Eternal

// July 2nd, 2010 // No Comments » // NftU

Have you ever stopped to consider, China, that due to your eternal nature, you, and everyone else, live forever?

Of course you have.

And therefore, have you realized that in the truest sense, everyone beats cancer, aids, and starvation?

Un-hun, un-hun…

And you totally get that between now and “infinity,” you will meet, and fall deeply in love with everyone, and they with you?

Let’s not wait…
The Universe

NftU: Graduation

// June 30th, 2010 // No Comments » // NftU

You’re not in time and space to graduate into higher realms of existence, China; you’re here because long, long ago, you already did. And back then you could think of no celebration greater than being with good friends, falling in love, on cool adventures, facing great challenges, and possessing total amnesia… lest it all seem too easy.

Well done. Very well done.

Ungawa,
The Universe

NftU: Everyone

// June 29th, 2010 // No Comments » // NftU

See everyone, China, as a brand new challenge to fall in love.

Sneaky of me, huh?

Kiss, kiss -
The Universe

RIP: Bryan Stauffer (1970 – 2010)

// June 25th, 2010 // No Comments » // Ohio, china, life the universe and everything, personal, sad, spirit, writing

Bryan  Stauffer and Chinagrrl - 1993 tree festival - Akron OH

Bryan Stauffer and Chinagrrl - 1993 tree festival - Akron OH

A friend of mine passed away this month.  From what I was told it was “last week” but no one knows an exact date.  Bryan and I used to “date” or whatever passed for it in the early 1990′s when we both attended the University of Akron.  From 1998 until about 2007 I heard from him only infrequently but I knew we both worked in Technology and had some interesting conversations regarding the nature of the IT Corporate Beast.

In the past few years, however, I heard from him much more often.  He’s even one of the few people that have visited the House-of-Chaos in its current incarnation.  He was doing some new music endeavors and he used me to bounce some of his newer tracks off and he picked my brain regarding some of the creative for the projects; costuming, lighting setups, interaction design of performer/audience.  He wanted me to become more involved with some of those ideas, but there were elements in Bryan’s current life that I was unable to surround myself.

"Furie" (Bryan Stauffer) by Chinagrrrl
“Furie” (Bryan Stauffer) by Chinagrrrl

We discussed some of those choices at length and one thing I told him, that I really wanted him to “get” was that “no rash decisions should be made in the aftereffects” of those things.  Forgive me for being like a sphinx here, but I’m journaling mostly for my own benefit here and it’s not my interest to disparage or exploit the dead.  Bryan was dabbling in things that I knew, from intimate personal firsthand experience, to be harmful and would pull him away from those relationships he most yearned for, and the things that gave him beauty and satisfaction in life.

I also knew that he wouldn’t stop those things until he was done with them.  Knowing the “backside” of those things I implored for him not to give much credit to the “oh my god, things are awful and I can’t handle it” feelings that come with such dabbling.

Learning of his demise I can only thing that maybe he didn’t believe me, or that maybe it wasn’t enough.

Anyways, he’s gone now from our manifest world and I can only hope that his spirit will find the peace it yearned for wherever it is now.  Hopefully his spirit finds itself in a Rotterdam goth club in 1992.  He would like that.

From: http://www.newcomerakron.com/obituary.asp?src=value&obitid=40992

Bryan Stauffer

Bryan Stauffer - RIP - June 2010

Bryan W. Stauffer
1970 - 2010

Visitation:

Friday, June 18, 2010 5:00 PM to 7:00 PM
Newcomer Funeral Home & Cremation Services
131 North Canton RD
Akron, OH  44305       330-784-3334

Service:
Friday, June 18, 2010 7:00 PM
Newcomer Funeral Home & Cremation Services
131 North Canton RD
Akron, OH  44305       330-784-3334

Bryan W. Stauffer, 40, of Akron, passed away in June 2010. He was a graduate of East High School and served in the U.S. Army during the Gulf War. He was also a member of MENSA. Bryan was a gifted musician and composer. He was the founding member of Set To Burn and loved performing for friends and his many loving fans. Bryan was a loyal and compassionate friend to many. He will always be remembered for his sense of humor and generosity. He will be missed by all who knew and loved him. He was preceded in death by his father, Joseph T. Stauffer III. He is survived by his mother, Madeline (Earl) Muster; sisters, Kylie, Geran, and Kirsten; one niece; and many other relatives and friends. Calling hours will be Friday from 5-7 followed by a 7 p.m. memorial service at NEWCOMER FUNERAL HOME, 131 N. Canton Rd. Inurnment will take place at Ohio Western Reserve National Cemetery at a later date.

NftU: Exactly Who I Want To Be

// June 25th, 2010 // No Comments » // NftU

With self-confidence, China, the world bows to greet you and coincidence becomes your partner.

And self-confidence comes from loving yourself.

And loving yourself comes from knowing that you are, still, exactly who I most want to be.

And so I am,
The Universe

NftU: Refresher

// June 17th, 2010 // No Comments » // NftU

Time for a little refresher on manifesting change, parking spots, and a new to be financially autonomous. China:

  1. Think about it as if it were already done. (Note “already done” part.)
  2. Keep showing up, doing all you can, every day, in every way, until already done. (Note “keep” part.)

For complicated cases, like when dealing with invisible, limiting beliefs, negative friends, or staring down adversity: same-same.

You’ve got it made,
The Universe

NftU: Back Times Seven

// June 16th, 2010 // No Comments » // NftU

Everything you give, China, you get back, times seven.

Plus, what you give, grows, times seven.

Plus plus, there’s a little known intergalactic algorithm that states whenever love is added to the giving, a to be financially autonomous draws ever closer to the giver. Whoa!

I give it all to you,
The Universe

Omega (June 4-6)

// June 13th, 2010 // No Comments » // House-of-Chaos, buddhist, china, inspiration, life the universe and everything, magick, meditation, spirit, warriors of the light, wisdom, yoga

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A long-time, fantastic friend of mine went with me to The Ommega Institute for an R&R weekend. I was beautiful. I ate simple, delicious food, met interesting, compassionnate people who also believe that kkindness matters. Animals were not afraid of humans and all around were signs of mindfulness and intention, like these rock cairnes.

NftU: How much you laughed

// June 7th, 2010 // No Comments » // NftU

In the end, China, not that there really is an end, it’s ALL going to be about how much you smiled, how much you laughed, and how much you enjoyed your life.

Right now,
The Universe

Omega

// June 6th, 2010 // No Comments » // House-of-Chaos, Recovery, Tiny House Projects, buddhist, china, inspiration, life the universe and everything, magick, meditation, personal, professional, spirit, warriors of the light, wisdom, writing, yoga

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Just got back from a weeekend at The Omega Institute, where I met incredible people who know kindness matters and mindful actions will change the world. I saw sparks of dream manifest in material and spiritual ways. My soul breathed and released the aches of my spine. I saw hope everywhere and my majick sparkled everywhere for all to see and no one tried to swat it away. Communed with fantastic friends and partners of The Path and food and furry forest creatures who have learned that humans aren’t reallly so bad…at least here they aren’t.

Nice.

NftU: Money Trees

// June 3rd, 2010 // No Comments » // NftU

Everything is FANTASTIC, China!

Your life is amazing.

And money does grow on trees.

You’re welcome,
The Universe